The finished talk, the past talk.

Dont know whats happening, it's like that one thing holding me back. why do you keep making me feel this way, how can you suddenly come back and remind me of the pain. You said you had your reasons ...but are you sure its not only for your own benefit. I waited so long . All your promises broke right infront of my eyes.No, i wont look back. Those months, days,nights were terrifying enough ...i have shed enough tears for you. But still the memories haunts me. Making me have doubts in everything ..Sometimes i hate myself for being like this.

you cut my heart so deep, the scars refuses to mend.

MAGIC.

Weekends just ended, spent my saturday having tuition in the morning and then afteroon watched hindi movie - Once upon a time in mumbai . Then in the evening went Charles & keith sale with himalee ..both of us bought the same bag ;). Ate at a indian restaurant and rushed back for my extra tuition at night ..Student's exam is coming so giving extra tution. Today morning went for lecture regarding the Lee award foundation, rushed back for tuition ...Then afternoon made 'nimkin' with mum, passed some to D. Then went sujan house for chatpatey, came back at 7plus for tution again. Umm, feel like the 'time of the month' is gonna come today ...can feel the symptoms. Arggggh me dont likes. Neways Gnight folks.

Love me this way forever, & i will be yours forever.

YOU

Just came back from js with baby,lax & mali. Tired after carrying anish all the way home! Neways its been 1 week since school started & i dont understand almost all the new lectures, ...Got some of the most boring teachers..Guess i have to depend on myself to read up all the notes, which i know i wont ..Its gonna be last minute studying again for my exams!! Hmmm i got a few hundreds now in my bank , & next week will be getting 1000bucks (study award)teeheee ....I can feel the money rolling in ;) Planning to buy a phone and dslr. I still dont know which phone i should get hmm... GTG for dinner , toodles :)

Dont know how i got lost,

Got lost in your eyes, your smile..your words & your love.

Is this right, will it be right? if i were to give you my everything

Cross my mind,

20ctober,

Nothing to do today, i'm bored. Going back to novotel tmr...$$$$ ;) On a side note i might be going both days for dashain party. The only problem is i only have 1 dress, i guess am gonna dig some dress from the wardrobe and wear it on the first day. Hmmm what else ...i feel like having momo ..not the ones mum and aunties makes, the ones at GK or shishmahal cus its like so much better and taste like the ones in nepal. yumyum am hungry now ...


Thinking about you, it makes me smile.
The way you make me feel,
The way you always try to make me happy
It's such a blessing that i have found you.

Disconnect,

F A D E

There's nothing much to blog so am just gonna complain about how life is being a bitch. Okay first of all ...i am broke ..yessh totally broke, i dont have any cent to my name ..i wish everyday was pay day -_-" . I have bought my dress for dashain, and now am having second thoughts. I saw just something on fb which is making me boil at 100degrees. My mouse sucks, it's irritating the shit out of me cus it keeps getting connected & d/c. Lunch was awful, no meat ..therefore only ate a few handful, and my stomach is growling now. Pimples are appearing every single second & dashain party is in a few days time, how great! I feel like i wanna change my number. I have been having weired bad dreams. I am getting moody easily even though its not the time of the month. I feel like eating alot and get fat. I feel like what i am writing isnt making any sense, so good day =)