fade away,

Had group meeting for my gsm(finance) its due on monday ...yeah basically we are doing last minute work. Himalee is in the same group as me. So we spent our saturday from 1 to around 6.30pm at school doing the project ...okay lets be truthful, we dint do much work. ...ahh wanted to post about tdy but now i am on skype with anjali & sujan .Yipeeee so off i go ..shall continue another day keke its so fun talking with the girls ....gossiping i mean haha! so if u keep sneezing dont blame us. ;P

slowly leting you go ....little by little

Currently at the cafe library again.with kali & shasha. Had lesson at 9 till 10am. & thought had lecture at 4 again...but later found out it was electure so no need to go. Imagine having 6 hours break. Tmr have work at 1pm , tuition at 10am as usual ...Have to take the tuition kids during june holidays for movie since i promised them i will treat them if they improve on their MYE. Working whole day till 11pm or maybe doing OT. I need money, i am like so broke. & there is like a mini ex bartleyeans outing this sunday ...Plan for this sunday is to go out for movie & have dinner @ nepali restaurant ..Gonna buy somethings for anju since her sis is going back to nepal soon. i can see my money flying away. Should be heading home now ..its gonna be 2 already ...how fast 4 hours pass alrd ..eating n sitting ..not shitting lah SITTING. okay i'm being so lame. com. Projects are piling up ...omg so next week have communication ICA ...and the other week after next week have 2 ICA presentation ..Zzz I have to work on my psychology ICA ..since my group like divided the work .. Haizz Okies Toodles..





you felt so near, that i thought i could touch you

Timeless,

wrapped around the 'shawl'
it feels so warm, feels like you holding me
.....just wanna stay like this tonight
as the memories floods back ... with your warmth..

Little & little..

oh yea continuing of what happen on my birthday ..since i have time now, school is over now at 1pm woohoooo ....just relaxing at cafe now ..Gonna head back home with kali ..while the rest still have lessons BOOO! haha

so yea where was i? hmmm yea so i celebrated with my classmates ...then later i was at the cafe waiting for the my friends to finish their lesson...when i got a call from my classmate that there is a group meeting ...so headed to south wing library at the last corner ...After some time dipa phoned me and asked where i was ,.so i said south library come to the back ...then she was like huh? where i donnoe... u come outside library lah ...so i was kinda pissed lah ..and went out to the starting point of south wing she wasnt there so i just headed out ..then at the same time the whole gang (dipa, sujan,himalee,binu,shristi,shashi,frihat) were there with this huge paper pasted "HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO URMI" card ...with all of them carrying heart shaped balloons ...& i was like ouh-oh ...haha was shocked a little( cus i did suspect a lil when dipa phoned me, but i tot they would be outside library with birthday cake" )haha ...then i walked in front them to get my bag which was on the other side of the library ...i walked all the way behind with them following me...and one of them holding the card up .. everyone was giving us the stares ..lols ...so when i went to get my bag ...all of them wanted to sing a birthday song ..so they did a soft HBD song ... then they ask me to turn the card around....i was like WOAAAH ...our photos was pasted all over with cut captions ...then someone i think shashi siad why never cry ..and everyone laughed ...& then yea ...haha i tear-ed down ... so i thought that was the end but noo


at night , around 830om i decided to take a nap cus i was like kinda exhausted from the whole day. I was asleep when i heard loud ' HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U" song ....i immediately ran to the door ...& there they were with a birthday cake ...haha .. so while cutting the cake i wanted to change out from my night gown. ..but those evil kukurnis never let me change ..wanna so saram me... & later i ordered pizza ...

SEVENTEEN

Woke up at 9. Got ready. Wore the dress i bought for myself as a present. Then rushed. Met my sis and her friends at everst side. All of them shouted " happy birthday" ...haha thank u cuties. Went amk hub, & rampit i got ..er lost. Zzz i will never travel to a place which i am unfamiliar with. In the end found Polar ..and bought black forest cake. It was alrd 11am. So got late for my lecture ....damn paiseh to walk in the lecture room when the lecturer is teaching. After lecture, i went out and my classmates were singing bdae song for me ....celebrated with them at mac. Thats it so far. my dumbi friends are missing in action. M alone in the library cafe ...WAITING for them. My bdae make me wait saleh haruuu. But i also dun noe why am waiting. Cus i wanted to buy 2 cakes ...one with my classmates one with friends. But in the end bought only for classmates cus of .......so much to say...time constrain late for lecture ..some say think cannt make it.... ouf Oh well, thats how my bdae is going on so far.

Come back in my dreams.

i was searching for my phone. Then i look inside my bag...it was there -_-. Think i kept it there unknowingly while i was packing my stuffs for sch. Argh tmr is the foreign dance audition .....my friends are like going and nagging me to come too ....i have 0 knowledge on dancing while they ateend dance classes. sujan, shashi n himalee pro. While me n shristi (haddi) are like clueless. Haiya maybe just try out lah ....wont hurt. i dunnoe why i am still awake ....class starts at 8 and i am suppose to wake up at 630. haiz hope wont get late like last week . off to la la land =D

that look could kill

At cafe again, having 3 hours break. Sitting at the couches ....and ahhh right across me is a freaking hot guy ....suddenly dhoom tana dhoom tana is playing haha ...he is wearing a beanie and is prolly the cutest guy i have seen in Nyp . Oh well i said i wouldnt look at guys from now on. Keke okay friends relax all guys are my bhena till my birthday ends. Argh got group meeting tatas

Nothing is just nothing

At cafe with himakali. Hm deciding if i should eat cookies or not. Moti dun wanna eat ath. okay right after i worte the previous sentence. She says wanna eat chicken pie. Keke. I want the big chocolate chip ...am off to buy cookies for me n chicken pie for mali.

BACK. & Just finished my cookie. like so fast. Next time i bake at home and bring. Ouf okay lame post cuz i am bored. Toodles ;)

How could you give me the world & take it back?

Spent my weekend just teaching tuition in the morning ...and in the afternoon watching hindi movies . Now got channels showing for free ...so after one movie finish change channel watch another one. Lazy cus its the time of the month ...and when it happens i just like to sit n sit all day. Haiz other girls complain cus of irregularity while its vice versa for me. Well at least it proves one thing , i am healthy!!! Mother's day is coming ....dunnoe what to give her ...i spent more than 200bucks for her birthday and rebonding her hair this year. Really busy nowadays dun even have time to buy prepaid card ...lucky dad bought for me this morning. Oh yeah turning SEVENTEEN on the 12th. As i get older i get less excited to celebrate my bdae. Blah ...still have to wait 1 more year to go clubbing.

Uff, why got sch tmr?? bloody ....all primary secondary schools no school. NOT fair.



, but it doesn't really hurt. it's just a sad thought that makes the thread that tightly closes my heart ...just loosen a lil bit and shows a glimpse of my wound.

i wish i wish...

School was at 9 yst. Me n haddi went by Circle line...it's so much faster than the bus. i felt ...umm......paiseh cus i was actually early (or rather on time) for school ...damn on thursday i reached 30minutes late for my Lab class Zzzz. If late then 10 minutes marked as absent. If 15% absent then barred from exam...like this how to survive! Neways my first lesson was tutorial ....and the next one was suppose to be lab for Bio ...i dintnoe that it was elearning ,....so in the end we had 4 hours break. Went amk hub with my friends from class. farhana, fatin & nathasha. All 3 of them are malay. Luckily i can understand alil of malay. we shopped for fatin's sport shoes then later went popeye(right spelling?) for lunch ....neways i dint know it was a fast food restaurant like kfc.. Okay i dint even know it existed ....they said there are like only 4 outlets in Sg.The chicken is nice but i still prefer Kfc. But gotta say the fries are like yummy!! ....later at school met up with the gang and went for lecture.

was just looking at my books. Haiz seems tough. But well, i gotta survive. I know i can do it. The textbooks are expensive ...guess gonna use my own money. 2 books only cost around 140plus..*faints. I need money. i wish money grew on trees.