Off

Cuz its only when you are near i know you understand. i am tired of this game. Now you are so far away. In this on/off relationship. we have been going in circles. This is the time to say Goodbye. Lets see when you come back.

My dear & near friend. ILy & IMy.

Been going to work since last friday till monday...wake up at 11 go to work come back at 1+am. Its quite fun working with friends and stuffs at the hotel. I was so busy or wadeva u call it that i dint even realise my lil sis went for her P5 camping today.-_-" . Yst went out with himalee ..met up with lax and we went mustafa. Came back to Gc then i went out again. Catched "The spy next door". & Now i am really bored ..luckily have bhoj to chat with. i am really hungry too. French fries to the rescue!

Cuz baby, you are a stranger.

Wohoo finally done with olevel results...!! hehe am not gonna tell my points..hmm a lil hint? I got my target point. Although after seeing the results, i tot could have done better haha. Um now it's time to prepare for my poly life. Which means new clothes in the wardrobe and new stuffs like ..laptop ..and maybe an iphone. So gonna work extra hard till poly starts and earn more $$$$$. Neways after some thoughts ...i joined nursing course since the sg govt wont let us (gurkhas childrens) work here after our dad retire. So after studying here can go overseas where jobs like nursing is more readily available .blah blah blah haiya dun wan explain... screw people who think nursing is a bad job. Make me have to explain.

Neways me himalee & sujan went out tdy. catched "Pyaar Impossible". was a sweet love story ....was good but not like Wow kind of good.

Have to wake up early at 11 tmr. work is at 1. ufff Gone is my sleep but if i wanna make That laptop mine ..then i guess its worth it? yeah

Love doesnt walk away, people does.

Going work today, sujan also joined the hotel on thursday. So me himalee sujan and shristi are going work from today onwards. Shall go to the libary tmr, i feel so bored without my books.

Cross paths.

Last night i vomited, yucks. Vomiting has never been my kind of thing ..from a child till now i have only vomited like maybe 4 times..? It so "amilo" and damn damn damn yucky. Yesterday afternoon i watched New moon ...it was awesome!! Uff i wanted to watch it in cinema but one of my friend said its boring so dint watched it ...But to me every part was anything but boring! Maybe cus of the atmosphere difference...i was lying down and watching on the big screen alone. while she/he (my friend) was out with the opposite sex. & today afternoon i watched Love phobia which had a sad ending. Boo to sad endings! & oh yea ...i finished the previous book i was reading and another one by Louise Bagshawe- when she was bad. ..i prefer the 'when she was bad' book ..it was just so addictive! Now no more storybooks ..so need to run to the library soon if not i will get my brain sucked by having nothing to do. Both the cd's are sujan's ..she bought alot of cds from nepal. & anju said she is sending me some cds too tehehe.

In my memory,

It dawn on me i miss my "the Three of you" besties.

i remember all the stupid pranks we used to play.
compare whose nose was bigger (although anjali's always won)
Talk about guys
Fight over stupid things like who is fatter ( none of us wanted to admit who was more skinny)
Fight over who the new handsome teacher liked most

those times we cried infront of each other, laughed till i nearly pee-d, being sarcastic, sujan always hitting me, or simply going to the toilet like for the zillion time, being kicked out of school for a day,getting scolded by the libarian and almost every teacher that taught us, trying to come up with some inspiring quotes, playing stupid games on the Mrt which still embaress me like hell, getting anxious for our exams results, sharing our darkest secrets,our last goodbye at the airport, our last group hug, I miss Everything.
It was with you guys when i wouldnt care about how childish i was cus i liked it when we behaved like that.We could shout in the middle of the road and not care two hoot about what others said.All this meant so much, cus you guys made a difference in my life. You 2 stood there for me through out everything. & deep down my heart i know we will always be one. ( "The three of you" ) despite the distance that cross over oceans.

With every heartache, it will make you stronger.

Results are going to be out next week!! I feel scared for a while then *poof it goes again. & then when i remeber about the results i get jittery again. Damn me for not studying hard enough! I hope someone lose the olevel results or delay the date!! * cross finger i hope i did well. If only i had done my olvels after i made my goal. Unlucky me, only after doing my olevels somethings happened n i realised what to do in my life. UFF!! But anyway i will work hard for this 3 years and then SOOOOOF i will go to _____a. ( cant say where wait people will have evil eye on me). & i am so bored i told mum i will wash lil dude's clothes. I know you dont believe it. But i have change for the better ...becoming cinderella...washing, cleaning, cooking thats nothing new to me now. All this is thanks to "BOREDOM" & i dont feel like going work that much also ..so most prolly this week i will stay at home. Today's highlight- going to meet sujan with dipa ..that girl lost her hp no wonder cant contact me ever since she came back from nepal. So ciao bored people, i figure out bored people like to read blogs like me so u must be bored since u r hopping from blog to blog. Continue "hopping" it will buy some time.

Dumb fairytale.

Was sleeping till 12.30pm like Sleeping beauty cause there wasnt noise from outside yeeeaah all the kids at school. Good for them..! when i open my room door i felt like Alice in wonderland ..i open my parents room ..open all the closed doors and realise i was alone at home. I decided to be Cinderella and did housework. Later got a call from dad ..telling me that they(parents) & bro are at the hospital and to buy lunch from js. Feeling like a brave warrior i went alone to js for the third time in my life. Bought lunch & some stuffs. While buying food saw one of the guy who bothered me in the past. so i decided to be Miss invisible and silently went away before he saw me. Rushed back home cus it was drizzling a lil. when i reached home sila was already back from school ..& later baby also came. Then we 3 ate lunch and watched Fullhouse on Kbs. It feels so good just the 3 of us growing up so fast and sharing a bond that no one can break. Then i thought for a while maybe i will change my mindset of having only 1 child. But oh well! Baked chocolate cake, which wasnt very nice. I made from the mixture but it was'nt nice. Ate Mcspicy which dad bought for us. Dont remember it being that spicy, i felt like my whole body was on fire. ...& ohh i finished the book about the vampires. Starting on a new one by danielle steel- Toxic bachelors. So far it isnt that good but isnt that bad either. Cause only vampires & other fantasy stories excites me ...romance book are getting a lil boring for me. Did i urmila the romantic just said that? Lax must be uggh??

Neways thats all ..was so bored so decided to excite myself by writing this

I got no respect for guys who ask me for my email add/contact number n write me cheeky msg even tho they have girlfriends. I hate unfaithful bastards....& surely u wont want me to tell this to ur girlfriend..?

New year resolutions.

so here goes the short list.

1) No matter which course i go into, i will study hard and work hard. Which will follow up to number 2

2)Work towards my goal .. (secret)


3) Be happy


4 )Earn more money & try to spend less ...okay cancel the "try" i really need to spend less..! cause if i wanna be happy(refer to 3) i must have money. ...wah u mean u poor u happy meh! cannot buy this & that. ew i sound like one of those superficial bitches. Just try to get the idea that money does makes u happy even if it is temp only. if u dont think so that u are dumb.


5)Gain some weight.


6) Learn to open up with other people. Cuz no way will i survive in poly if i dont interect with all the diff races.


7) Be more paitent with dumb people.


8) Hang out with cute guys - nah kidding!


9) Turn into a vampire/werewolf when i reach 17. anything with power!! (fat chance but wont it be so freaking cool so dont try to get on my bad side for all u know i might "rawr" u) ....circle of day break.. wild powers..these books are turning me physco

10) Dont trust Just anyone..!

Learn from the mistakes in 2009.

there is more but it only involves you, the one who left my heart broken into pieces.

Happy new year!! 2010

Gonna sleep for an hour then off to work..! Will update later on my new year resolutions. My latest obbession..books on vampires. werewolves..thrills me to the bone yeaah! Ciao